I really don’t know what to do…I worry too much.

so warm right about now, steamed my room up with the shower then, hot water bottle in bed, interview Friday yayyyy.

“Because things are the way they are, things will not stay the way they are.”

i’ve decided

getting healthy sounds good to me, I need to:

-eat less

-drink more water

-do more with my day

-lose alot of weight

sounds easy? not when your as lazy as me, if you see me go to eat anything unhealthy stop me, there and then.

I was busting

so i ran down to the toilet to find my 2 year old nephew had managed to get into the bathroom, shut the door and pull the lock across, not going to lie, this lock isn’t the easiest locks, anyway, after half an hour of listening him saying "I’m duck" we manage to break the door down to find him playing with the toilet brush, then after using the toilet i was ‘duck’ as they had pulled out the other side of the door handle! entertainment.


I was better and now I’m ill again. Fantastic, so I’ve been ill 3 times in 2days, lucky enough for me a have an amazing boyfriend to save me.

I wish

sometimes that, I could just disappear, and reappeared when needed.


I feel like shit.

“Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.”


I’m at work thinking people need to watch what they say, I know more than they think.